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It was nothing there for me to find out after all...
cause one thing was everything.
&
Everythin means nothing.
Yet- I kept on deciving myself..
Eyes- shut/ and couldnt see
Ears- covered and couldnt hear
haha.. why should i do that? hell knowz
I dun wanna hear anymore thing from U that's pointless/ useless... Indeed u chose to speak no more either.
not to speak... whyz dat? God knows wut u're thinking
Everything on the surface will be looking just fine and beautiful as it will look in the future.........ha....... just like it once were....untill someday that I really stop caring.
painless,
careless,
troubleless,
thoughtless,
No one exactly had actually explained the whole situation to me... nor I did.
but still the trouble water is still going no where other then sitting there ... dead...
thought i already jumped over?! ... yet once again i found myself floating among the stinky water bubblez again.
They told me how my matters reveal to them
They told me to be understanding
They told me to be open-hearted
They told me that I desirve a better if not .. the best
They to me to cheer up
They told me they love me
They told me the solution
They told me........ not to love him ?
Twisted was my heart.
Cold and feelingless
too late.... cause
I found my ear shut/ Eyes closed...
Hand stop reaching? and feet stop running
Just stitting there.. like a souless rag doll..... waiting for the things that's gonna come accross my every brand new day...
The Good / The Bad,.... I guess i can careless...
no pain
no trouble
cause
I no longer think about it/
care about- them | 
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